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March 17, 2016

Ask yourself.

Ask yourself. Do you really need it? Do you really need the job?

Better yet, ask yourself. Do you need to work?

Hah. Honestly, I don't know. When I applied for it, it seems oh so nice, oh so beautiful, oh this job description is perfect for me.

Little did I know, little did I know.

How would I know?! GOD! How would I know when I haven't tried it yet? Ugh! That's how I learn? Why do you have to complain about it?

Hey, if you're happy with your job now, or at least you do feel that this is your career path, or this is how you imagine your life would be, then by all means please continue doing whatever you're doing right now. I have no objection whatsoever.

But hey, one advice: don't be like me. Where I am currently is not where I imagine my life would be. But I didn't know about it until I've delved deep into this mud called work. Now, I guess I'm stuck inside it. Only now do I know that I hate it. Heh. Reminds me of that story of the frog inside a slowly boiling water. It didn't realize it until the water is too hot that it killed it.

God, oh no I don't wanna be like that frog. But then how am I getting out of this? Or even, should I even get out of it?

Haha. Lemme ask the question: what's keeping you to stay?

The truth is bitter. The truth is, I don't know the answer to that question.

Is it for the money?

Haha. I guess. What else would be the reason?

Huh. I don't have a solid reason to leave.