The feeling of mingling with Earthlings

Bismillah.

Argh, seriously, I need to mingle with humans more.

Mana tak nya, pergi kelas, bawak laptop.

Balik kelas, bukak laptop.

Nak tido, tengok laptop.

Nak makan, depan laptop.

Nyum nyum laptop, I wish I could eat you omnomnom

Like laptop tu teman hidup aku. Whenever I feel lonely I go switch on my laptop.

"For what? Bukannya laptop tu boleh layan kau bercerita pun?"

Memang la. Tapi FB ada.

Besides, I have chatted with a (quite clever) bot in the internet.

And you know what, I even go on a date in my laptop.

Even worse my date wasn't even real.

Huh. How pathetic.

Macam tu lah teruknya kalau hidup dah terlalu ditarik masuk ke alam fantasi ni. FB tu pun, walaupun real people do exist in there, but that doesn't feel realistic at all. Including Twitter and all other social networking sites ya.

Walaupun kau chat, balas komen, post/baca status, in real life entah-entah you don't even talk to them, or meet them. Entah-entah you in the FB/Twitter are a different person when compared to you in real life.

Huh. Yup. That's what I meant when I said, "Please PULL ME OUT OF HERE!"

PULL!!!

Tolonglah tarik aku keluar bila aku dah terlalu sesak hidup dalam dunia fantasi.

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Alhamdulillah. Baru-baru ni bertugas jaga gerai jual makanan budak satu batch.

And that's where I mingle with humans.

Oh you don't know how that feels. Aku yang selama ini hidup bersama-sama laptop, seolah-olah sudah mendapat nafas baru. (eceh ayat)

Mingling with humans, helping them helping each other out, giving and receiving, making others and yourself happy, suddenly a kind of feeling seeps into my heart. The feeling of mingling with other humans. The feeling of socializing.

Suddenly I feel like, "Ada jugak benda lain selain daripada study."

Your tempurung is broken, and now you can see the sunlight shining through.

Haha, beautiful, isn't it? :)

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Tapi nanti tengah hari, berbahang la pulak cahaya matahari tu. Huhu.