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December 3, 2016

The gamer in me.

The gamer in me persuaded me to write this post.

Games I've played (or at least tried playing*, or currently playing#):

On PC:
Prince of Persia 2008
The Sims 2
Mass Effect 2
Mass Effect 3
Crisis 3
osu!
O2Jam
Darksiders 1
Devil's May Cry 3
Devil's May Cry 4
Halo 1
Dishonored
Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood
Assassin's Creed: Revelation
Assassin's Creed 3
Assassin's Creed 4: Black Flag
Grim Fandago *
Dragon Age 1 #
Dragon Age 2
Samurai Warriors 2
Warriors Orochi
Tomb Raider 2013
Skyrim 5
Need for Speed: Most Wanted

Console games (played using WinDS emulator):

PSP:
Persona 3 Portable
The Legend of Heroes: Trails in The Sky
Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep
Ys Seven
Hakuoki
Star Ocean: First Departure
Star Ocean: Second Evolution
The Third Birthday
Hatsune Miku: Project Diva *
Jeanne D'Arc

NDS:
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney
Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney - Trials and Tribulation
Ace Attorney Investigation Miles Edgeworth
Apollo Justice Ace Attorney
Lost in Blue 1,2,3
Professor Layton and The Curious Village
Professor Layton and Pandora's Box
Professor Layton and The Last Specter
Professor Layton and the Lost Future
999: 9 Hours 9 Persons 9 Doors
Pokemon HeartGold
Pokemon Black/White
Pokemon Black 2 #
Pokemon Platinum
The World Ends with You
Ghost Trick: Phantom Detective
Scribblenauts*
Harvest Moon: More Friends of Mineral Town
Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass*
Hotel Dusk: Room 215
Last Window: The Secret of Cape West
Trace Memory
Tokimeki Love Memorial 1
Castlevania*

PS1:
Legend of Dragoon

Others (GBA etc.):
Pokemon Red
Pokemon Ruby

Takde lah banyak sangat, tapi best la jugak gaming ni. Kat bawah ni pulak list top 5 games favourite aku:

5. Halo - One of the first shooting games I was introduced to
4. Tomb Raider 2013 - Good, realistic gameplay, good story, good graphics
3. Mass Effect 3 - Good graphics, good upgrade from Mass Effect 2, smoother, longer gameplay
2. Mass Effect 2 - My first introduction to BioWare, easy-to-understand gameplay, can make choices, well-written story/dialogues
1. Assassin's Creed 4: Black Flag - Beautiful graphics, open world, exciting gameplay, well-executed

Alasan aku, sebab aku suka game shooting, puzzles and Action-Adventure games more than RPG. Game-game lain yang aku list kat atas tu semuanya aku suka, dan semuanya yang memang aku dah search kat internet yang memang people list as the best in their fields. So boleh la nak cakap aku main games yang best-best je, games tak best aku tak main...haha.

Sources aku untuk dapatkan game-game ni pulak, kadang-kadang aku ambik dari abang/adik aku. Tapi untuk NDS & PSP games, aku banyak download dari emuparadise.me. Free je download games kat sini. Tapi tak semua ada la.

Untuk games PC pulak, ada jugak aku download dari oceanofgames.com (download gedabak 20GB), dan ada jugak aku dapat dari igg-games.com (download parts kecik-kecik). Dua-dua aku dah try, dua-dua setakat ni okay, tak ada virus, tapi banyak la pop-up windows yang tak sepatutnya -_-;... Ada jugak orang cakap boleh download dari pcgames-download.net, tapi aku tak pernah try yang ni. Katanya yang ni download 5GB macam tu.

Sekarang, aku still main lagi. Terutamanya Mass Effect 3, sebab aku nak try choices lain. osu! pun aku main gak sekali-sekala kalau bosan. Tapi Assassin's Creed Black Flag memang aku tak boleh lupa. Graphic dia, bunyi kapal bila berlayar atas laut, Edward yang hensem...>< More details aku dah tulis dalam post aku yang ni. Memang aku akan simpan game tu sampai bila-bila. Haha.

December 1, 2016

How should I live?

Bismillah.

I need some self reflection.

First, hey, finally.

He's married. 

Good. 

Now to wait for everyone else to do the same.

And for them to forget me.

Uhh somehow I just wanna disappear. Just to avoid expectation.

Second, heh. I'm still here.

Doing the same thing that I said I want to quit every other day. 

The same job. After one year plus.

And why am I still here.

Seems like I'm dreading whatever tasks they want me to do.

Then what do you like to do?

Hell, don't ask me that question, like  I said before (and LOTS of time before), I DON'T KNOW!

Can't you just leave me alone and see what kind of things I would made, what kind of human I would be?

Huh. Self reflection. 

What would I be when I'm 30? 

That is, if I even reach 30.

What do I have? Nothing.

Look at that. You said that, you ungrateful being.

You have a family, a roof above your head, food, money, things...

But why do I feel I own nothing?

But of course I own nothing. All of these, in this world just for play, it's not permanent.

It's Allah's.

...

My mind is full with a lot of things to do, projects to finish, activities to try...I feel like, I don't have enough time to do all this.

I don't have enough time to live the life that I wanted.

How? Anxious, on the verge of losing control.

How should I live then?