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May 19, 2012

Personally, I don’t like cheaters

Bismillah.

Memenuhi kehendak semua orang. Bukan perkara mudah.

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Lelouch Lamperouge with his Geass (his left eye)

Lelouch sendiri pon cakap, people’s wish is also one type of Geass.

Heh. It was like a curse. When you are expected to fulfil everyone’s wish, but you know it’s impossible.

Contoh. Ada grup buat performance kat depan, pastu audience request lagu.

Macam-macam request yang keluar. Orang ni nak lagu ni, orang tu nak lagu tu.

Pastu grup ni pun main la lagu ‘Terukir di Bintang’ for example. Ada la sebahagian audience yang suka tepuk-tepuk tangan sebab lagu diorang dimainkan. Orang lain? Tarik muka masam. sigh

Of course, performers tu pun akan rasa tak best bila ada audience tarik muka masam time diorang perform. Yelah, tugas diorang kan menggembirakan audience?

Oh yes. This is one of the things that I often forget. That I can’t fulfil everyone’s wishes.

And sometimes we, too, forget that the people around us can’t possibly fulfil anything we want.

The world, doesn’t flow according to your rules, baby.

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Bercakap jujur.

Argh, secara tak sengaja aku memalukan diri sendiri.

I was told to go to the front to give a (spontaneous) speech or something like that, so I went.

Remember, it’s spontaneous. Because I didn’t prepare anything.

And what did I say in front of the others?

“Urm…what should I be saying?” (“Aku nak cakap apa?”)

Yup, I said exactly what I had in mind.

Falaha dah dok gelak-gelak dah. “Hahaha…kenapa awak cakap macam tu kat depan tadi? Kelakar tau tak!”

“Dah tu nak suruh aku cakap apa? Aku memang tak tau nak cakap apa!”

“Kalau awak tak tau nak cakap apa, cakap la terima kasih ke, mintak maaf ke ape…”

“Itu namanya dah tau nak cakap apa…”

“…ye tak ye jugak.”

thinking

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Bercakap pasal jujur, personallay aku tak suka orang yang meniru/menipu dalam test. Tak kira la dalam quiz ke, ape ke. Tak adil tau tak. Orang lain terpaksa perah otak sendiri-sendiri, kau sedang elok je bincang dengan orang sebelah, tengok jawapan orang sebelah etc.

Kalau assignment aku boleh terima lagi. Sebab kita masih di dalam tempoh belajar. Tapi dalam test, dah clear-clear cikgu/lecturer cakap “No cheating.”. Itu pun dah kira baik lecturer bagi jawab quiz open book. Beri betis nak peha ea??disapproving

People might give alasan and all those stuff, but I personally wont accept them. Cakap la nak tolong kawan la, meniru pun dalam kuiz je…

Yes, yes. Meniru lah. Menipulah. Benda kecik je tu, meniru dalam quizzes, tests. Hey korang pernah dengar tak pantun:

Siakap, senohong, gelama, ikan duri,

Becakap bohong lama-lama mencuri.

Korang dah pandai buat benda-benda tak elok ni dalam perkara kecik, tak mustahil korang akan prektiskannye bila buat projek-projek besar nanti. Korang dah biasa kan dengan benda-benda macam ni? Sebab tu hati korang dah tak rasa apa-apa bila meniru/menipu kan?frustrated

Ok, ok, back to rationality. Dear people, please do not cheat. Because it’s not fair. And if you did unfair to me, I might do the same to you.

Yep, it’s a threat.

April 9, 2012

Ignoring makanan yang tak sedap

Bismillah.

Nabi, time makan bila dihidangkan sesuatu yang dia suka, dia makan. But bila dihidangkan sesuatu yang dia tak suka, dia senyap je.

Kita pulak, sedap makanannya kita komen, kalau tak sedap lagi lah banyak kita komen.

Nyum nyum sedapnya kek coklat

Haih, macam mana nak jadi macam Nabi ni.

So, bila makan tak yah cakap apa-apa pasal makanan tu. Dah kenyang, cakap Alhamdulillah.

Makanan tu kan nikmat dari Allah?

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Aku memang pandai. Bila ada je kengkawan aku cakap sesuatu yang aku tak suka, aku buat-buat tak dengar.

Dah tu nak suruh aku buat apa? Makin aku marah, makin diusiknya. Aku jugak yang sakit hati nanti.

Prinsip aku: Kalau bukan kita nak jaga hati sendiri dari disakiti, siapa lagi?

April 8, 2012

Stop the car

Bismillah.

Quite sometimes, I dreamt about me driving a car. However, when I parked the car on hill, the car moved, even though I had pulled the handbrake.

Yes, I know. Somehow, I'm a control-freak. Nobody likes a control-freak, and I don't like it myself.

That dream, the dream where I tried to control or stop something from happening, but I failed.

What happens in your daily life gets into your dream, right?

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Alhamdulillah, Allah teaches me to be thankful. Friends around me, remind me to be thankful even though I didn't get what I wanted.

Who says it's easy to let go what you want? The furthest I can get was just by ignoring what I feel when I can't get it. However, ignoring will only be able to help in a short term.

Conclusion: Learn to be thankful. Not instantly, but slowly.