To start.

Bismillah.

The first 2 weeks after starting something new is always the hardest.

Yep. Now I'm almost a month into my new job at MoSTI, albeit temporary. Been fighting the urge to rebel and quit the job, but luckily I was reminded by this particular fact. The same thing happened at my previous job too, where I was so stressed out in the first 2 weeks. At the end of it, it didn't feel all that bad after all. Well, that job was also temporary, and the contract period was only for 2 weeks.

Hmm. The job market is looking kinda grim for graduates now, I read about it from the NST (or was it The Star newspaper?).The government doesn't open new permanent positions anymore, instead, they open job vacancies for contract or temporary workers like me. Banks are offering retrenchment, other sectors are expected to follow suit.

I shouldn't complain. At least I'm still getting some money. Well, I'm more looking forward to start my own life intead of leeching off my mother. And for that reason hopefully my financial income could somehow be secured.

Thinking of starting some kind of small business involving food. Hmm. But...

Meh. There will always be reasons not to do it if you think too much about it.

The start is the hardest.

To start.

God. Help.

"If you are thankful, He will surely add more."

(^_^)