He's amazing

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

It's amazing, kan? The way God atur hidup kita.

One night I was feeling down, feeling terrible, rasa macam diri sndri ni teruk, I can't accept myself.
But then suddenly God opens my eyes, gives me ilham that there is someone else who's having a bad time more then myself.

And I don't know, suddenly I feel much better, although knowing that the person having a bad time is one of my friends. Yes, I'm worried for my friend but I'm also glad, because God still remembers me. God still loves me. And that means I'm not such a bad person after all =))

Teringat kata-kata Dr Ibrahim Shogar dlm kelas Islam and Science. Dia suka sebut, "Our place (Muslim) is in paradise, not in Hell." .Walaupun selalu kata diri ini tak layak langsung utk masuk syurga, tapi somehow his words remind me that Allah had promised in the Qur'an. Whoever believes and do good, Allah will reward him or her, and be sure will enter the Paradise.

Tenang sikit rasa. Kita dok takut Allah tak terima kita, sedangkan Allah dah janji dalam Qur'an. Pada sapa lagi kita nak percaya, selain pada Allah? ;) Husnuzhon to your God...(Ya Allah ampunkan kejahilanku)

Yup I agree, we SHOULD be afraid yg kita akan dicampak ke neraka, sebab kita manusia tak lari dri buat salah. Tapi Allah itu yang mencipta kita, Dia tau la perangai kita macammana. Kita ikut cara Dia, and we'll be fine. Tolonglah jangan lupa apa janji Allah dalam ayat-Nya (I'm saying this to myself). Allah itu MAHA Penyayang. He's such a nice God. We are LUCKY to have been chosen to serve Him! Love Him! ;)

P/S: Doakan kawan saya tu sekali yep! ;)

***************

Gi kelas Linear Algebra tadi, cam tension la sket. Sebab lecturer dah kata awal2, memang dia tak mengajar. Dia suruh kita buat grup dlm 10 org, then bincang topik2 dalam silibus tu, sampai habis semester. Ada soklan tak dapat nak buat, baru tanya dia.

Hurm, penat jugakla kot. Tapi ini la yg orang kata, taknak bg makan suap je. Nah amik, belajar sendiri!

Dah la buku lambat lagi nak dapat. Nak studi pakai ape?? Batu??

Mana tak penatnye, atur kelas sendiri. Bincang dalam grup sape yg nak bentang topik ni, nak kena buat extra klas utk habiskan 3 subtopik dlm seminggu, apa yg nak bentang dalam grup. Nak kena baca and buat latihan sendiri2 dulu sebelum tu. Kita dah jadi lecturer tak bertauliah. Apa yang sepatutnya ditekankan dalam buku pun kita tak tahu. Betul ke tak pemahaman kita pun kita tak tahu.

Kalau macam tu, baik aku takyah masuk kelas trus. Dok je kat bilik, studi sndri, buat latihan sndri, datang exam, sudah. Mungkin cara studi ni sesuai utk org lain, tapi aku sedikit kurang selesa.

Bukan utk Linear Algebra je, Calculus 2 pun sama.

Oh well, tapi dia kata soalan exam dia amik dari buku je. And exam pon open book.

Hmm. Aku tak kesah sgt pasal exam dia, sebab apa yg aku percaya, bila kita paham betul2 subjek tu, tak kesah la soklan ape ko bagi kat aku, insyaAllah kita boleh try jawab. Sebab peMAHAMan tu penting.

(=_=)' Takpelah. Lama2 ok kot. Aku kan senang menyesuaikan diri. (hohoho)

Guys, enjoy your studies, ok! ;)

~sementara mood masih ok, post kali ni bunyinye macam positive la sket...~