Welcome to my life!

Assalamualaikum.

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Simple Plan - Welcome to My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud so that no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
No you don't know what its like to be like me

To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
you feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding

no you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
no you don't know what its like me

to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
you feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
no you don't know what its like
welcome to my life

no one ever lied straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok

everybody always gave you what you wanted
never had to work it was always there
you don't know what its like, what its like

to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when your down you feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you
no you don't know what its like

Welcome to my life

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I love this song,especially when I was angry or something...Warrgghhh!!!!I feel like shouting!!Yet I understand, I need to understand others too b'coz we didn't live in this world alone! ;)..yup,everyone has the right to sing this song to themselves, you can, too!!

Cuba check...ade name korang tak?(4)

Assalamualaikum!
Tak abes2 lagi!
Ha'ah...ni last kot!Aku nak abeskan coretan aku pasal korg2 yg aku kenal ni....
Ni boys of UIA yg aku kenal la...
 Just a brief notation about each of them...

Jaffar

Ni ex-Kisas..aku baru kenal die tyme masuk Uia..huhu..seorang yg sengal, smart, dan rajin studi!Hmm

Majdi Nadwan
He's a really nice guy,very deep in thought and like to express his thoughts in somewhat very unique verses which only few can understand...but he's a nice guy and love to help others...keep smiling!

Syafiq
Now,this is the boss of FRC.Nice guy,baik hati,susah nak marah,suke tolong orang...very ambitious and strive due all his effort to make his visions come true,dont care if it is difficult or hard,redah je...and suke argue!(kot)

Hisham
He's a nice guy, too and i think he's sporting,cool and easy to work with

Dziaulhaq
Hmmm...kenal2 camtu je,tp i can see that he could see his ambition very clearly and he would do all he can to make it real...when he wants it, he'll get it

Hamidi
Bleh kata aku tak kenal,but i know that he's the head of FSCC Nilai Campus...dgr org kate org nye easy going gak!hurmmm...i dont know

Fathi
Macam suka buat lawak orgnye,tp lebih kepada provokasi (bak kata majdi)...wahaha...nice guy,nice guy

Hadi Syafiq
A very nice guy,pndai buat lawak,pndai merepek,very observant,amat peka dan sensitive to every word that people say,ceria n semangat!

Irfan
a nice guy too,and muka cam garang...(hmmm) tp sbenarnye baik n mesra

Hanif M noor
Ex-Kisasian,Hmmm...he's a  nice guy,pndai berurusniaga(die presiden entrepreneur club),comited to his job,suka falsafah(ye?)

Anas Mazli
Ex-Kisasian too,sporting n mesra,and a nice guy too...muka tenang je,cool n slamber

Badran
A nice guy too...baik je orgnye,easy to work with and know his job!Good!

Zunnurain
Slamber,brutal pon ade...wahaha...observant n pandai menilai org (yea?)...pandai Prep nTech and all that stuff

Khairi
Pandai blakon! Wahaha...jadik brutal kejap ye...sporting gak and also observant...a nice guy and 'adik'...hehe
sami'na wa ato'na

Burhanuddin
A nice and sporting guy too..easy to work with...nice!Hah,tak lupa,photogenic!

Asyrafuddin
A nice guy too,and muka manis...nice and sporting

Well...that's all for now...thanks to all yg sudi kenal sape diri aku nih,and i'm very2 sorry klu ape yg aku cakap tu cam salah je...well,i'm not a really good observer and korg takyah take it personally ape yg aku tulis ni...sekadar bacaan di waktu lapang...thanks again coz sudi baca...and please leave your comments...thanks!

Lagu Soutul Mujahideen

Assalamualaikum!

Redha

Mengapa harus kita rasa kecewa

Sedangkan Tuhan lebih mengetahui

Apa yang terbaik untuk makhlukNya

Bukan ditakdir untuk menyeksa

Biarpun nikmat terasa berjauhan

Namun jiwa bagaikan tiada sempadan

Itu yang terbaik bagi setiap insan

Saling memahami

Redha dengan kehendak Ilahi

Ya Rabbi auzi'ni an asykur ni'matakallati

An'amta 'alayya wa'ala walidayya

Wahai Tuhanku ilhamkanlah daku

Supaya tetap bersyukur atas nikmatMu

Yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku

Juga kepada ibu bapaku

Uuuuuu~~~
(repeat dari awal)

Walau pedih ku terima
Ia hanya sementara jua
Redho dengan Qada' QadarNya
Ada hikmah di sebalik ketentuanNya
Huuuu~~~

I really like this song!I always sing it during my time at KISAS before...huhu..really love the rythm...promotes happiness and a peace of mind...thanks to Soutul Mujahideen...Yeah!!!=) I'm so sorry i dont have the song or the video (i really want that song!!!) but here i have link to Zul Aiman's blog (luckily his blog hasn't perished yet..hoho), he has the video there..the video is about Soutul Mujahideen making performance at Sharodz for Aman Palestin. They sang two songs, the first one is Bersatu Bersama and the second one is this song!!Yay, and please wait until you watch the percussion at the end of the performance!It's really awesome! XD

(terharu gile bile aku tgok video tu~terkenang memori lame aku ikut2 nyanyi setiap kali soutul naek pentas dan hampir setiap lagu diorg aku akan try nyanyi or hapal~...tangan aku plak 4 confirm bergerak bergendang punye!hehe..Huuu~)

Mohon maaf kerana aku wujud dalam hidupmu

Assalamualaikum.
Bismillah.Tiba-tiba kalam kali ini terasa ingin menulis sesuatu yang berbeza. Ditujukan kepada semua,tapi istimewa untuk diri ini,dan istimewa untuk kamu. Ya,kamu.

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"Terasa berbeza, lain, tak sama seperti dulu. Kenapa ya?"

Hmm...ada sebab di sebalik apa yang berlaku itu.

Maaf kalau personaliti diri ini tidak dapat memenuhi hati kamu.

Sikapku berubah-ubah.

Seboleh-bolehnya tak mahu terlalu rapat dengan manusia, kerana ada ketakutan yang menghalang.

Takut diri ini tak mampu menjadi sempurna di mata mu, lantas kamu tidak dapat menerima kelemahanku.

Takut juga kamu terlalu meletakkan harapan ke atas diriku,

lantas pabila aku tidak memenuhi semua harapan itu, kamu tidak dapat menerima ku.

Kerana aku punya kelemahan, kerana aku tidak mampu melakukannya seperti kamu,

kamu lantas tidak dapat menerima ku.

Kerana aku tidak seperti kamu, kamu tidak dapat menerima ku.

Kerana aku menjadi diriku, kamu tidak dapat menerima ku.

Kerana itu aku tidak mahu terlalu rapat dengan manusia. Kerana jika aku rapat dengan mereka, lama- kelamaan kelemahanku akan terbongkar, lantas mereka menjauhkan diri daripadaku. Aku juga yang akan kecewa. Dan setelah kecewa, adakah aku akan rapat semula dengan manusia lain? Mungkin  tidak.

Kerana itu aku tidak mahu terlalu rapat dengan manusia. Biarkan mereka cuma mengenali diriku yang hanya luaran saja. Kerana jika aku rapat dengan mereka, mereka cuma dapat menerima diriku yang menyenangkan mereka. Apabila aku bertukar rupa menjadi si pessimis, mereka lantas melarikan diri. Aku juga yang akan kecewa. Dan setelah kecewa, adakah aku akan rapat semula dengan manusia lain? Mungkin tidak.

Setelah kecewa beberapa kali, adakah kamu merasa yang aku akan terus mempercayai mu?

Mungkin tidak.

Tapi aku mahu mempercayaimu.

Aku sayang manusia. Aku sayang kamu.

Jangan kecewakan aku. Jangan sampai aku berhenti berharap.

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Aku kecewa dengan diri sendiri.

Aku kecewa dengan ketidak sempurnaan.

Namun itu tidak bermakna aku tidak dapat menerima ketidaksempurnaan itu.
Tidak bermakna aku tidak dapat menerima kelemahanmu.

Tidak mengapa jika kamu punya kelemahan. Kerana setiap manusia punya kelemahan.

Kejamlah aku jika tidak dapat menerima mu. Tapi dapatkah kamu menerima diriku?

Aku ini tidak cukup baik bagi kamu. Adakah tiada langsung kebaikan dalam diri ku?

Ya, kamu punya kelebihan yang tidak aku miliki.

Tapi aku juga miliki kelebihan yang tidak kamu miliki.
Tuhan itu Maha Adil.

Ya, kelebihanmu amat berguna dan amat penting.

Tapi kelebihanku juga berguna, mungkin pada kamu tiada maknanya

tapi jika kelebihanku ini tiada, adakah kamu akan merasa kehilangannya?

Apabila aku tiada, apakah kamu akan merasai kehilangan ku?

Jangan sampai aku merasakan diriku ini tidak penting bagimu.

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Mungkin itu kelemahanku, tidak dapat menerima penerimaan dirimu terhadap diriku.

Sekali lagi, aku memohon maaf.

Mohon maaf di atas ketidaksempurnaanku, kelemahanku, ketidakmampuanku.

Mohon maaf di atas perbezaan personaliti, percanggahan pendapat atau sebarang ketidakpersetujuanku.

Mohon maaf jika kamu tidak selesa dengan kewujudan diri ku.

Mohon maaf kerana aku wujud dalam hidupmu.

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Sesungguhnya setiap yang terjadi di dunia ini mempunyai sebab. Sesungguhnya kewujudanku di muka bumi ini di atas kehendak Tuhan. Sesungguhnya perkenalan antara aku dan kamu juga kehendak Tuhan.

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Kepada Tuhan

Terima kasih Tuhan, kerana memberi ku peluang untuk hidup di dunia ini selama genap 19 tahun pada hari ini. Bantulah aku dalam menghadapi dunia yang penuh dengan penipuan, dan kuatkanlah imanku, hatiku, kukuhkanlah semangatku, majukanlah diriku. Bantulah aku untuk berkhidmat pada-Mu, jangan sekali-kali Kau meninggalkan ku sendirian. Selimutilah aku sentiasa dalam rahmat-Mu, sesungguhnya hanya pada-Mu tempat ku memohon, tempat ku bergantung. Terima kasih Tuhan, kerana menyayangiku. Terima kasih Tuhan, kerana menjadikan aku hamba-Mu.

Kepada kamu

Terima kasih kerana berusaha. Terima kasih kerana menyayangiku. Terima kasih kerana menghargai diriku. Kamu benar-benar sudah melakukan yang terbaik untuk diriku. Kamu sentiasa istimewa bagiku. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalas jasa-jasamu. Semoga Allah membalas usaha-usahamu dengan kebaikan, semoga kamu beroleh apa yang terbaik untuk kamu. Amiiin.

Ida tagged me!!!

Assalamualaikum...
Warkah buat Ida...rumate ku tersayang...huhu
Hehe...nak dibuat cerita....Ida tagged aku kat blog die...
Ni aku nak jawab nih!Hehe

1. Anda rasa anda Hot?

I'm not hot, I'm cool... =P

2. Upload gambar kesayangan anda

Toksah ngade...saje je nak tgok gambo aku kan?!
 
(sekadar hiasan..lol~) 

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

Mane...?Ade aku letak gambo ke?Wahahaha...gile ke hape kucing tuh

4. Biler kali terakhir anda makan pizza.?

Erm...bile ye?Erm...ntohle...dah lama kot!Tyme zaman kesultanan Melayu Melaka dulu kot! Takde la...makan kat KLCC ngn Falaha..dating dua org...jgn jelez!!!(erm...tgah tunggu org blnja pizza nih!Hehe)

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar .?

Taking Back My Love, Enrique ft. Ciarra

(sebab Falaha dok nyanyi kat sblah aku)

6. Apa yang anda buat sambil selesaikan tag ini?

Menaip...sambil2 tu pndang Ida tgah mnggeliat smbil tido pusing2 kat sebelah...takut Ida trjaga jew...huhu...sori Ida,kaco ko tido...

7. Selain dari nama anda sendiri anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa.?

Teha

Fat (dulu tyme skolah rndah,bukan 'fat'=gemuk, tapi 'fat')

Teringin nak dipanggil 'Fate'=nasib

(cehh...macam citer Fate Stay Night plak)

 Panggil aku 'Nuur Al-Faatihah' lagi aku suke...=)

Mak pak aku pnggil Tiah, abang aku panggil Teah

(AMAT KURANG SUKA apabila dipanggil macam tu oleh org selain famili, kerana anda tiada pertalian darah dgn aku ye!Harap maklum)

8. Tag lagi 6 orang tanpa rasa kekesalan..

1. Amalina
2. Zati Hananin
3. Najwa Najihah
4. Afeefah
5. Akmal Hayat
6. Hadi Syafiq


** siapa no. 1 kepada anda.?
Kawan aku la...sape lagi...kan Ama kan...?Hehe..rajin datang blog aku...


** bagaimana pulak no. 3?
Ni pon kawan aku gak...peminat Harry Potter...huahua


** pendapat anda pada angka 4?
No. 4?Orang Cina kata no. 4 no malang...huahua...takde rrr...Afeefah orang yg spesel aku pggil kakak kat UIA...wlupon die same umo ngn aku..kan Feefah kan?


** kata sesuatu tentang orang ke 2?
Orang kedua??Ke orang ketiga?Pengacau hubungan orang?Takde2...sesaje je...zati juga kawan skulah lame aku...hehe...thanks korang!!! =)

Weird, eh?

Assalamualaikum.

Today we FRC went to Bro Rizal's house, he invited us to eat at his place. Heh, interesting. Before, Ust Nazri invited us to go iftar at his place. Well, they're just so nice to us.

So we went to his house, not so far, just behind the shop at the pasar malam port. We went there together walking. Syafiq, Zunnur, Afeefah, Afifah, Isdiyantie, K. Nazihah, K. Hidayatul, K. Madihah and I started our journey at 1 pm, well,we went out of the gate quite late because me and Afeefah finished dressing up quite late.(heh) Feefah kept insisting me to wear new cloth as we are invited to go to someone's house. To celebrate the host, her mother said to her,and she said to me. Okay, I'll remember that, Feefah.

Then, when we walked and arrived at the blocks of houses, we stopped by and sat under a tree while the two brothers went searching for Bro Rizal's house. I'm afraid that they would go into a wrong house and get scolded. Huh. At the place under the tree where we're sitting, there was this lower ground and a higher ground, and there was a set of quite steep staircase to get to the higher ground. The other girls sat on the lower ground, and as I was bored (and quite naughty), I climbed the stairs. The stairs were not so high, but it was quite steep, and at the moment I climbed it, I thought that I would eventually fell down. But I didn't fell down, and I actually felt weird as I didn't fall. So i went up on the higher ground, asked kakak to snatch some pictures from the lower ground, then I decided to go back down. And as I went down the stairs, suddenly the same thought came into my mind, that I should slip and fall down. And yes, I slipped and fell down the stairs.

Haha. I fell on my back, and the other girls quickly rushed to my side, helping me up. But I told them that I didn't want to get up yet. I was laughing, feeling happy that I fell. Because it had been a long time before from the last time that I fell down, and it felt like I could experience something that we would rarely get these days. Well, yeah, as we grow up we tend to be more careful and not to fall or slip or do something that would hurt ourselves. And I was also feeling happy because what I thought in my mind before had happen. What I felt would happen next had actually happened. It meant that my intuition was correct! And isn't that a good thing?=)

Then, we arrived at Bro's house, greeted his family and then we prayed Zuhur. After that we offered to help, but Bro's wife said no to that. Okay then, we'll eat the kuih raya first (hehe). Fifah loved the tart and Feefah loved the chocolate. And yes,don't forget. Danish, Bro's first and only son (more is yet to come) played with us.He's such a cute boy ^_^. At first, he went to Zunnur and we guessed that Danish would like the brothers more. But then Danish came closer to us, and I quickly took him and put him on my lap. Haha, kidnapping. But Danish didn't resist. I felt glad because I could feel the sense of trust there. I felt like I was trusted, Danish trusted me to hold him. Heh, small kids.

Ni la budak kecik Danish tu

So then we ate, and Bro's wife is a good cook. We ate heartily as the Chicken masak merah she cooked was my favourite. I wanted to add more rice (hehe..because of the tasty chicken)but then, I was feeling quite full. Then, we helped at the kitchen, washed some dishes and then we chatted and laughed together, watching Danish feeling so excited as there was a lot of people coming to his house. Then we decided to go back as it was almost four o'clock.

But my story didn't end there. After going back from Bro's house, we went to the nearby Jaya One and shopped for stuff. I bought some Cadbury, and the others bought something, too. After shopping, we went to the nearby park and as I saw that there's a swing there, I quickly decided to play it, followed by Fifah. Yes, I love to swing on the swing!^_^ But as I was gaining speed, suddenly...SNAPPP!! One of the chain of the swing was broken! Luckily I didn't fell as I was holding quite tightly to the chain. The others just laughed as it was the second time on that day that I had a bad luck. Huh, actually the chain of the swing was already broken, and someone tied it with a rafia rope. So when I got on the swing, the rope snapped as it was already old (of course not because I'm too heavy!). Huh. And there was an uncle sitting there watching her daughter playing the slide, he just laughed along seeing me, a grown-up (really?) playing the swing and almost fell. Huh, and my fingers were hurt by the snap of the rope, by the time I was typing this post, it still hurts!

Well,well...after reaching back at our hostel, I went up to my room, prayed Asar and then I slept. Oh God, quite a tiring day, eh? With all that falling...haha. But never mind, I love falling!Heh. And that night Fifah, Feefah and me ordered for some pizzas from the Pizzahut delivery. Nyum,nyum, eating the Pasta Perfetto Bolognaise (or whatsoever it is called).. Yet tomorrow I'm going to Shah Alam, to find some books at MPH there and for some window-shopping! Who wanna join me, raise up your hand!!Hehe...walking to lose weight gained during the Raya week...I guess shopping is the best way for girls! =)

A Battle Worth Fighting

Assalamualaikum.
Right now I gotta start talking,writing and thinking in English.Why?Because I got MUET comin up.(Haha...lucky you who have taken the exam,huh?)

Well,I wanna write about a battle.
A battle that I fought just a while ago.
Quite a bloody battle.The battle actually started a few days before,and I admitted,I started quite badly.Not enough armours,not enough soldiers,not enough preparation,and the strategy used was unorganized.

Anyhow,I went to the battlefield to face my enemy.Well,I don't expect that I'm stupid or coward enough to run away.The first battle was quite hard,but then I was confident that I could defeat him.Yes,I'd stay up that night to organize my strategy and memorizing the enemy's map and plans.So I manage to fight back,although I was injured at some parts.I would say,overall,I killed more of their people.

The next day,the battle continued.But then the enemy changed their strategy,leaving me blurred and confused on how to optimize my attacks.I guessed they had found my weakness,and they immediately striked back.I almost fell to my knees,realizing that I'd made a big mistake when planning the strategy before.But if they thought I would give up the fight,never.I used whatever I have that's left and fought back.Yes,I was injured quite badly,I went back to our camp limping and almost faint because of losing much blood; but I also believed that I managed to weaken their force.

The day for yet another battle came.Now this time I'd learnt from my mistakes and started using a new strategy.This new strategy is very,very much helpful,it is known to a lot of people,but yet they don't have the guts to trust and use this strategy.Yet with this strategy came a lot of preparation too.Although I would say my preparation for that battle was not completed (quite a lot that had no armours and swords) but yet the enemy's attack that day could be considered as not so fierce.I managed to strike at their 'loopholes' but yet,a lot of my armies were downed.But I was quite satisfied after the battle,using the new strategy ang planning to use it again for the next battle.

Yes,the day for the final battle came.I'm prepared,and I already felt happy even before meeting the enemy.Bringing the new strategy,I went to face them.Hell yeah,I was fighting like crazy.I was using all my energy to cut their bodies,to struck my sword into their abdoments,to decapitate them.I ordered all my armies,never give up,do whatever you wanna do to make sure that we win!and yes,with the new strategy,it really gave me a lot of confidence to face the enemy.After showers of blood,we went home with satisfaction,although the winner was yet to be determined,but we believed that we had fought well.And yes,we have.

This is a story about Lieutenant Colonel Fate who had fought 4 rough battles and had proved himself worthy to be crowned as a HERO in his people's hearts.

Haha,what an epic.Just simple battles,actually.The final exam for sem 1,09/10.First paper: Chem 1, then Religion In Malaysia, Physics 2 and lastly Mathematics 3.
Just FYI,I'm feeling happy after the exam because of KNOWING what exactly I'm able to do,although I answered the paper quite badly.And feeling happy because I've fought the 'paper' well,although I might not be able to get good grade.

And the new,very useful strategy is.....

"TAWAKKAL ILALLAH"

Happy studying and happy holiday! =)